Monday, July 09, 2007

Bullshit

Bullshit

What about .. a bullshit ?

When smthg got wrong in ure head u just say bullshit.

But the bullshit is that even if u say bullshit, the bullshit is still in ure head, turning and turning and keeping peace out of ure mind.

This blog is kind of "soupape" for me. When i can't talk about smthg, or if the talk is of no help for me, i just throw it in this blog instead of talking alone like a mad man hoping that the "bottle message in the sea" trick works.

So here is the story : There was a group i was fun of. His name is Hoba Hoba Spirit. They play smthg between gnawa, chaâbi, rock and reggae. They got a very nice song called Bled Skizo. Bled means, let's say, a country or smthg. So they are talking about how a population in a country could be so "skizo", i.e. schizophrene.

One time i was taliking about Bled Skizo'lyrics to someone when some friend told me that i was skizo. Like the Bled.
Few weeks later, i just realized that he was right.
And the fact is, the antagonist ideas are still fighting into my head. Between myself and myself. Don't think there will be a winner, coz it's a kind of death-to-death battle. So if there is a winner, it would be a third guy, let's say 3oth_3.0. If not, maybe i will be blogging from Manouba State Hospitol.

See u !

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4 Comments:

Blogger hope said...

u know 3oth we all have antagonist ideas in our minds, the conscience of men is built like this. That doesn't mean in any way u r schizo. schizophrenia means spontanious hallucinations and other signs and symptoms, so it's an unsane status. hope for u u r not:) peace

4:34 PM  
Blogger OthRez said...

ok so i used the common meaning of te skizo concept, im not good in psychology, but anyway maybe the blocking state is not coming from the ntagonist ideas ..

11:55 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

you'll never win that internal fight !! trying to win will drive you straight to manouba state hospital ..but if you surrender it would be the biggest shame of your life ! FIGHT FOR YOU MIND ...euh .. AGAINST YOUR MIND ..

1:21 AM  
Blogger dobba said...

Why should it be a dead end battle when you can look at it this way
; consider the battle as an adventure, every step that you make whether right or left (wrong)is a new adventure , the battle inside yourself will stop when you just don't fight it , live it , savoure it and celebrate it. It is you soul talking to your mind and your mind talking to your heart , there is nothing crazy about it , it's those who don't do it that are not normal !!! There is nothing wrong with being JUST NOT LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE !

3:00 PM  

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